Thoughts

Something strikes my heart today,
It makes me think,
Am I alone after all?
A person who deemed to have a large group of friends feel lonely?
Isn't that a laughter to other people,
But indeed this is what I feel,
That feeling arise again similar to what I felt last semester,
I no longer can enjoy my life here,
It seems the road here become harder to walk,
I no longer know which group I belong to?
I guess this consequences of being too busy,
And consequences of mixing with variety group of people,
I guess this is the road are supposed to be walked by me,
Meant for Capricorns, like me
Who do not know what to do,
If compare to last semester,
I wonder I am becoming stronger or more positive?
Or I am becoming the opposite?




Below, is something I have wrote since last semester

Capricorn

Fake expression is the art of Capricorn
Who born in the month of January
This is indeed truth
Happy on the outside but sad in the heart
Smile happily as nothing happened
But in fact, they just have so many things in their heart
Somehow, this is their attitude and fate
They are destined to behave this way
They have no choice but keep moving on
Even though with a heavy burden
Even though with unhappy feeling
Even though with the feeling of giving up
Even though they are suffering in the night alone
When no one know about it
This is meant to be that way

Do not worry for Capricorn
Who born in the month of January
They are strong
Even though sometimes they are weak inside
They realize the fact of life
No matter how hard it is
How painful it is
How lonely they are
They will still walk through the path of life
No one really understand them
As they like to kept things in their heart
They do not like to share
As they prefer no one know about it
What is the use of people knowing it?
They can’t help
Is always back to own self
To manage what inside of our heart
To face the evil and sadness in our heart
This is indeed the characteristics of Capricorn
Who born in the month of January