well, now is around 3.11 am in the morning,
i am supposed to sleep early as i am sick
or i am supposed to study as i am having final now
yet what i am doing now
nothing as i do not have the feeling to do anything for now
i just want to lay back....
enjoying every moment of now...
the silent in the morning...
suddenly, i have a thought in mind
what i am doing now, as is where am i heading to in my future?
being honest, i do not...
basically, i am on the day by day basic..
doing what is necessary and get through everyday happily (try to do so)
is this good or not?
i am unhappy about certain stuffs
seems to me things like to happen at the wrong time
i did not the co-operation that i wanted either from
OSA for In-Fusion or
my committee member for society
well, guess is what I have to go through...
settling one by one is what i am doing
i just realize i have a phobia
the surrounding community of mine
have a bad habit
they tend to tease and create rumors for you
being honest, i am tired of this after going through this for about 3 semesters
yet, it would not stop
till i have to distance myself from everyone...who tend to be links with me
am i right in doing so?
i do not know
guess i am just avoiding the reality for now
i am just phobia with any rumors going around me
well, i must admit
i feel tired with everything surrounding me
my study, my cca, my life
i wish for a simple life now
but i know i can not have that
just have to bear through it
what else i could do, right...
guess it is time for me to sleep...
heavily not feeling well now, flu and cold...
damn you, you better go away tomorrow
i am supposed to sleep early as i am sick
or i am supposed to study as i am having final now
yet what i am doing now
nothing as i do not have the feeling to do anything for now
i just want to lay back....
enjoying every moment of now...
the silent in the morning...
suddenly, i have a thought in mind
what i am doing now, as is where am i heading to in my future?
being honest, i do not...
basically, i am on the day by day basic..
doing what is necessary and get through everyday happily (try to do so)
is this good or not?
i am unhappy about certain stuffs
seems to me things like to happen at the wrong time
i did not the co-operation that i wanted either from
OSA for In-Fusion or
my committee member for society
well, guess is what I have to go through...
settling one by one is what i am doing
i just realize i have a phobia
the surrounding community of mine
have a bad habit
they tend to tease and create rumors for you
being honest, i am tired of this after going through this for about 3 semesters
yet, it would not stop
till i have to distance myself from everyone...who tend to be links with me
am i right in doing so?
i do not know
guess i am just avoiding the reality for now
i am just phobia with any rumors going around me
well, i must admit
i feel tired with everything surrounding me
my study, my cca, my life
i wish for a simple life now
but i know i can not have that
just have to bear through it
what else i could do, right...
guess it is time for me to sleep...
heavily not feeling well now, flu and cold...
damn you, you better go away tomorrow
2 comments:
get well and all the best in your finals...
Heys my brother... How r u?
I can understand your situation now... For I am undergoing the same. Worse, in a land miles away from the security of my home.
It's tough. Sometimes u wish u don't have to know. One word or action can spark so many rumours. Doing nothing also can create stories.
But life goes on. You move on. We can't please everyone, so at least make sure you are happy with who you are...;-)
And there is a difference between what you want to do and what you should do. Think about it.
Take care my brother... I hope to go mamak with u soon. ;-)
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